Monday, December 17, 2007

The Final Fly

The days are getting shorter
It’s a bitter dying light
As the final fly of summer
Takes a lonely winter flight
The things that once were lively
Are slowly finding death
The visitors are leaving
On the next train headed west
The coming days loom bitter
For the warmth forsaken soul
The closing theme is playing
In the lonely winter cold
Maybe some fine morning
Spring will come again
Till then darkness rules the winter
Goodbye to you my friend

(2007 db michel)

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Saying Goodbye

feeling like i overstayed my welcome
feeling not good enough
i feel so out of place
i talk but i can't feel you listening
i get more feedback from the stars in outer space

(chorus)
don't wanna have to say
but i really feel this way
i'm too sad to try
so i'm saying goodbye
i was there when things were new
i'll always be a friend to you
but time passes by
now i'm saying goodbye

feeling like a stranger lost in heaven
feeling like someone else
should be standing in my place
i pretend that nothing really bothers me
'cause the truth feels so close to a slap upside my face

(chorus)
don't wanna have to say
but i really feel this way
i'm too sad to try
so i'm saying goodbye
i was there when things were new
i'll always be a friend to you
but time passes by
now i'm saying goodbye

(bridge)
there ain't no way i'm comin' over
i gave the best of me
gotta save the rest of me

(chorus)
don't wanna have to say
but i really feel this way
i'm too sad to try
so i'm saying goodbye
i was there when things were new
i'll always be a friend to you
but time passes by
now i'm saying goodbye

(2007 db michel)

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Something Somehow

i take what you say
and try to dream around it
you say what you do
and i imagine that it's true
i wanna believe
break the walls down
set the spirit free
i know i shouldn't do it
but i think of you and me

and i see something somehow out of nothing
something real where dreams escape
something good that never was
but just might be if we create
something strong for us to cling to
when it seems that we might break
something in my heart just tells me
that i shouldn't hesitate

i hear with my soul
and try to write you in my story
you're just on the edge
of being in this crazy game
i wanna reach out
break the walls down
set the spirit free
i know i shouldn't do it
but i think of you and me

and i see something somehow out of nothing
something real where dreams escape
something good that never was
but just might be if we create
something strong for us to cling to
when it seems that we might break
something in my heart just tells me
that i shouldn't hesitate

but there's so far for us to go
the space and time and life between us
in case that you don't know
i want so bad just to believe it

and i see something somehow out of nothing
something real where dreams escape
something good that never was
but just might be if we create
something strong for us to cling to
when it seems that we might break
something in my heart just tells me
that i shouldn't hesitate

(2007 db michel)

Monday, October 15, 2007

Long Cold Day

we separate and fall away
haven't had too many things to say...lately
and it's a sad sad thing to see
time has had it's way with us...with you and me
the toll that life has taken on us
heaped the burden weight upon us
we can't see the light...that brought us together

and it's a long cold day in the afternoon
i remember a summer day
but it's gone away...died too soon
it's a long long way from the summer nights
we thought it would be alright
but it's gone away...died too soon

we live another day goes by
passes into another night...are we still friends?
it's a sad sad thing to think
that we're just gonna let it be...and let it end
the things that we have seen go down
are dead and buried in the ground
we can't feel the warmth...that brought us together

and it's a long cold day in the afternoon
i remember a summer day
but it's gone away...died too soon
it's a long long way from the summer nights
we thought it would be alright
but it's gone away...died too soon

(2007 db michel)

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

The Sea and the Deep Blue Me

when i think about the times i've failed
there's plenty to think of
there's so much in the emptiness
can't remember what it was

i tried to keep an even keel
be what i am...say what i feel
but now i know...that's not enough
you say goodbye...and that's too tough

but that's the way it goes
sailing on this lonely sea
i'll make my way alone
the shore is hard to see
there's nothing there for my eyes
just the sea and the deep blue me

when i think about the times i've tried
and how it all went wrong
now all have is promises
buried in a song

i tried to take the easy way
don't get too close...just push away
now here i am...lost in the smoke
you locked your door...now there's no hope

but that's the way it goes
sailing on this lonely sea
i'll make my way alone
the shore is hard to see
there's nothing there for my eyes
just the sea and the deep blue me

(2007 db michel)

Monday, October 01, 2007

All Things End

the nature of time...unavoidable
the creations of man...slowly fading to grey
the time once so long...so indestructible
is leaving this place...just a little more plain

what can we do?
where do we go from here?
all things end
and when they disappear

fade into endless night
crossover time and space
leaving behind the light
emptiness in it's place
hold on for kingdom come
stay around for the end of days
what has been done is done
in the ashes of what we made

(2007 db michel)

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Time Will Carry Me On

it's easy to forget about the people you met on the way
just saw 'em for a day...and then they're gone
it's easy to think this moment will live on and on
but when the morning has come
it's another day

it's hard to remember about the bad times gone good
when you misunderstood...and then forget
it's hard to think this day is just like the rest
just another sunset
it's another night

oooohh...time will carry me on
time will set me free
time will imprison me
oooooh...days and nights go past
they come so fast
and pass just like the breeze

it's funny to think back then that you thought that i would
you said we'd be so good...for an endless age
it's funny to think that i knew you would go
from rain into snow
it's another place

ooooh...time will carry me on
time will set me free
time will imprison me
ooooh...days and nights go past
they come so fast
and pass just like the breeze

2007 db michel

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Love Survives

At the end of all these days
The times we call our lives
We may look upon them
With fire still in our eyes
The flame of passion burning
We remember how we tried
When we close the book forever
Somehow love survives

(2007 db michel)

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Memories Of You

i still recall the good times
time spent dreamin' what we'd do
in a fantasy world of hope i never knew
i recall the laughter
and a funny joke or two
In solitary recollection
of my memories of you

i knew that time would pass us by
but i lived a lie so the real world was denied
i knew there was only so far we could go
but gettin' to that place
was better than the show

i still recall the twinkling
of your eyes so deep and blue
they lit the way to a place i never knew
i recall you smiling
so desperate for the truth
in solitary recollection
of my memories of you

i knew that time would pass us by
but i lived a lie so the real world was denied
i knew there was only so far we could go
but gettin' to that place
was better than the show

in solitary recollection
of my memories of you
sitting in the darkness
with my memories of you
i still recall the good times
in my memories of you

(2007 db michel)

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

100% Chance of Rain

A little piece of hell on Earth

The heat and drought continues in southern Illinois...Daytime high temps have been between 95 and 101 for the last two weeks...So i thought i'd bring back something i wrote during similar weather August 15th 2 years ago...which i have re-written a little since then...

"100% Chance of Rain"

been, dry as a bone out there
the withered plants bleached in the sun
a little piece of hell on earth
kind of makes me wonder, what we've done
grapes are dying, on the vine
you got no grapes, you get no wine

(chorus)
there's 100 percent chance of rain, someday
yeah someday the dry will give way
to puddles on the ground
100 percent chance things will be better, someday
and then i'll be glad i had the faith to stick around

been, tired of the heat out there
the summer heat stays beyond the day
sweat beads up on my brow
everywhere i go it, feels the same
crops are dying, beans and corn
you don't get paid, you just get warm

(chorus)
there's 100 percent chance of rain, someday
yeah someday the dry will give way
to puddles on the ground
100 percent chance things will be better someday
and then i'll be glad i had to the faith to stick around

(bridge)
i feel relief is out there somewhere
waiting for just the right time to come in
i can feel that hope is out there someday
you know the winners get their way
but even losers have their day

(chorus)
there's 100 percent chance of rain, someday
yeah someday the dry will give way
to puddles on the ground
100 percent chance things will be better someday
and then i'll be glad i had the faith to stick around

8-15-2005 dburr13

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Choose Life



I'm on vocals...My friend Ed is on Guitar...Special thanks to Aleksandar and Timmy...Some of the pics are old ones of me and and my little bro.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Fishing With You

beside the little pond, the weeping willows
frame the water with an understated green
i hear a bullfrog there who croaks
i see a bulldog there who mopes
as i sit upon the dock in summer breeze
and if i had a chance to go to somewhere
to a place that i remember from my youth
i would go back there
to a world that was more fair
and i would be there fishing with you

the sheep were like an army in the distance
but up close they were as scared as they could be
the ducks and geese would squawk
as you and i would talk
as we sat upon the dock in summer breeze
back then when i was young and oh, so foolish
i thought those days would never see an end
but now those days are gone
but the memories live on
of the days i would go fishing with you

(bridge)
now i haven't gone fishing for years
and remembering those old days can bring a tear
but for every tear i cry
i remember how i smiled
when i would go fishing with you

(ending)
someday we will meet way up in heaven
and God will ask me what i want to do
the choice won't be too hard
i won't have to leave the yard
and i'll be up there fishing with you
yes i'll be up there fishing with you

(2005 D. B. MICHEL)

Saturday, May 26, 2007

That's So Beautiful



A song I wrote a couple of years ago...I'm on vocals...and my friend Ed is on guitar. The cute puppies are Betsy and Gracie...This was originally posted back in February...

Friday, May 25, 2007

YOU DON'T KNOW (That You're Beautiful)

i see you
when i see you
with my heart and with my eyes
it's comes as a surprise
to you the way that i see you
you don't understand what i see
you think you're something less
when i think you are the best
'cause you don't know

you don't know that you're beautiful
you see yourself so small
you don't feel the way i see you at all
you don't know that you're beautiful
but i see it all
i see you beautiful
but you don't know

i see you
when i see you
as a subject inside-out
i see the heart within
it's you the way that i see you
you have never known what i know
you think i tell you lies
no matter how i try
'cause you don't know

you don't know that you're beautiful
you see yourself so small
you don't feel the way i see you at all
you don't know that you're beautiful
but i see it all
i see you beautiful
but you don't know

(2007 d. b. michel)

Saturday, May 05, 2007

The Sea Of Nothing

i feel like an ocean
been abandoned by the tide
all the winds have gone away
and there is no place to hide

i'm drifting away
on the lonely sea of nothing
i just can't find my way
but then i have nowhere to go
i'm lost in the middle
of the lonely sea of nothing
nothings gonna come my way
except the memories of yesterday

i once was a dreamer
but i've forsaken all my dreams
all the magic fades away
'till there's nothing left to feel

i'm drifting away
on the lonely sea of nothing
i just can't find my way
but then i have nowhere to go
i'm lost in the middle
of the lonely sea of nothing
nothings gonna come my way
except the memories of yesterday

used to be something
now i don't know
all that i cared about
has gone away
where good things go

i'm drifting away
on the lonely sea of nothing
i just can't find my way
but then i have nowhere to go
i'm lost in the middle
of the lonely sea of nothing
nothings gonna come my way
except the memories of yesterday

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Good Night Moon

good night moon
good night stars
pleased to see you
where you are

good night comets
good night clouds
pleased to see you
ain't no doubt

the planes and trains and the cars
just won't take me home
i wanna be up there with you
don't you know
there's something magic
'bout the beauty in the night
turn the lamp off
see the lights

good night planets
good night shooting star
i imagine
how far you are

good night dipper
good night milky way
how's it goin'
in outer space

(2005 db michel)

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

I've Got A Gun

Like a lot of you i've been following the tragic story from Virginia Tech...It seems like the same story we've been hearing from other places...Somebody falls out of our world and falls into the world of the outcast...takes on the role of the avenger...pulls the trigger...and goes out in a blaze of gun fire and media glory...It is a sad story all around...Another lost soul wreaks revenge on the world that shunned him...The blame game part of the story is underway now...Should the admins at VT have done this...or done that...The rest of the story will unfold as the days go by...and as it does the familiar elements of previous events like this will fall into place...laws will be passed...lawsuits will be filed...you know the rest...But not much will really change in our world...Then someone else will be inspired by this tragic tale to take their frustrations out on the world in a similar way...then the whole series of chapters will repeat again...It's the madness of our age...everyone can take the stage...and go out in a blaze of glory on TV...i wrote a few lines of lyrics about it...i'm not proud of them...i'm not happy with them...but is all i've got to say...

I've Got A Gun

you run too fast
i finished last
i guess i'll play
the role you cast
you've had your fun
it's time to run
i've got a gun
i've got a gun

the world has changed
now i feel strange
please make it stop
just go away
you've had your fun
this game is done
i've got a gun
i've got a gun

you're gonna pay for all those empty moments
when i couldn't find the words to say
so i never found a way to tell you
'till today
'till today

i tried my best
to pass your test
the test was rigged
i had to guess
you've had your fun
it's time to run
i've got a gun
i've got a gun

tonight you'll see
how you hurt me
i'm everywhere
i'm on TV
you've had your fun
it's time to run
i've got a gun
i've got a gun

(2007 db michel)

Thursday, March 29, 2007

The Party's Over

the bar is empty
an empty beer stands alone
on a vacant table
left by someone who's gone
the night is over
the morning has come
my eyes are weary
it's time to move on

i'm stone cold sober
as i look at the scene
like a thousand barrooms
that i've seen in my dreams
the party noises
have faded and gone
the party's over
it's time to move on


(2007 db michel)

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Where Did Your Star Go?

where did your star go?
at the end of the night
in the lightness of morning
does it still shine as bright?
do you feel like a stranger?
wherever you light
where did your star go?
at the end of the night


(2007 db michel)

Friday, March 23, 2007

From Without

when will my lack of faith stop burning?
bridges that have yet to be found
voices in the dark that i'm not hearing
stop me in my tracks without a sound

if i will ever be more than i've been
somehow i must start myself again
leave behind the shackles of my doubt
and let the love come in from without


(2007 d. b. michel)

Friday, February 23, 2007

That's So Beautiful



A song I wrote a couple of years ago...I'm on vocals...and my friend Ed is on guitar. The cute puppies are Betsy and Gracie.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

What Of Your Soul?

you can love for the crowd
be what they expected
every day you conceal
the part of you they rejected
you can say that it's real
who could say you're mistaken?
another time on the wheel
it's your heart that you're breaking

and what of your soul?
what do you need?
that could make you come home
and what of your dream?
is it really just a make believe thing?

you can smile for the shot
be a friend to the camera
while the pain you portray
is not really acting
you can hide from the world
and they'll never come after
live your life as a dream
that is running right past you

and what of your soul?
what do you need?
that could make you come home
and what of your dream?
is it really just a make believe thing?

2007n d. b. michel

Saturday, February 03, 2007

WHAT IS LIFE WITHOUT TEARS

my whole world’s turnin’ against me
the way that I once knew is gone
the people I started this trip with
have fallin’ along the way

my green eyes are dappled by sadness
filled with my bitter tears
the chances i took so long ago
are all catching up with me

(chorus)
What is life without tears?
Would it be good at all?
What is time without regret?
Well I haven’t known it yet

and what of the ones who were with me?
did they at least find some rest?
i curse all the miles between us
then the tears start to fall again

(chorus)
What is life without tears?
Would it be good at all?
What is time without regret?
Well I haven’t known it yet

(2007 db michel)

Thursday, January 18, 2007

WHAT WILL BE, WILL BE

I used to think about you, everyday
but now those feelings have, gone away
i tried to reach you with my, loving heart
then your response just tore me, all apart

(chorus)
and i say,
what will be will be
there ain't never gonna be
a you and me
what will be will be
i'll have to find another
dream for me

i thought persistence was, the way to go
i tried my best to somehow, let you know
i've been a fool who went and, tried too hard
just another dream that, went too far

(chorus)
and i say,
what will be will be
there ain't never gonna be
a you and me
what will be will be
i'll have to find another dream for me

(bridge(
i feel painful echoes of something, gone astray
but I can't touch you or change yesterday

what will be will be
there ain't never gonna be
a you and me
what will be will be
i'll have to find another dream for me

(2007 db michel)

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

That's So Beautiful

I was trying to write an oldie...a song that sounded like it came out of the 1960's....The title was stolen from the title of blog entry from one of my friends...The general theme was having a euphoric kind of a good time...I recorded this song at songwriters night at Guiseppi's Pizza...I was lucky that one of the pickers that night brought his mandolin...I'm in the higher range on my voice on this one...So I don't really sound like the same guy who sang "Choose Life" on my previous RapidShare track...Another thing...This was recorded on a plain old cassette recorder...sitting on a chair right in front of me...The link to the RapidShare file is below...Just make sure you choose the free option...Lyrics are below as well.

http://rapidshare.com/files/9971180/That_s_So_Beautiful2.wma

"That's So Beautiful"

walkin' through a garden
runnin' in the park
chowin' on too much food
then dancing in the dark
how could it get better
when i've already seen the best
when i look at you
forget about the rest

(chorus)
that's so beautiful
(when i'm with you)
that's so wonderful
(don't need a thing)
when you call my name
like you do
like you do
(repeat)

makin' fun out of nothin'
just bein' where you are
stayin' out way too late
just cruisin' in my car
you make me feel so lucky
like the world unfolds for me
when i look at you
that's what i wanna see